so…. is that the ending bro??? whats the latest about you guys? are you scared to post it again this time? common, you started it…. be a man!
4.
feyen | June 12th, 2007 at 11:29 pm
hi..
i;m from abrod country(Poland.. no, no this is not another state.. it;s country in Europe:] ) so undestand my language..
i watch this 15 frames second or something like that..
do you even like her.. i think yes.. so why you do this
she tell you about everything..YOU!
its connetcion about you and Penny..
it’s your live and you decide what you want to do with your friends.. you loose the friends, who can know trust you..
sorry that i talk bad about you.. this is very destructive
If all the people respect another human there’s no war, everybody lives in tottaly harmony
think about this…
5.
feyen | June 12th, 2007 at 11:31 pm
I would never do something like this to somebodu who I really love…
6.
G. | June 17th, 2007 at 5:28 pm
Hi, I really enjoyed the series. But i still don’t get it wy you get in a hell of a trouble to post this as the out come is obvious for every one. Don’t you care enough for her? And finally, what happened with you guys after that? The site doesn’t mention any thing after the last post.
Just crious
7.
eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:21 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you did that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ?
8.
eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:34 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you do(sorry sometimes I write without watchen) that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ?
9.
eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:43 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you do(sorry sometimes I write without watchen) that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ? Waiting to your answer.
10.
jm | June 19th, 2007 at 2:47 am
why would you do this??? Espically when she said in at least one of the videos that she didnt want these to be posted on the internet. I think that you deserve that breakup and to tell you the truth, even a million dumbass cards won’t bring her back to you.
11.
paolo | June 20th, 2007 at 4:26 am
So this is a year ago. What has happened since?
Why don’t you post another video and fill everyone in?
You betrayed her trust by posting all your web-cam sessions. If she’d consented to web-cam sex, would you have posted that as well?
You were insecure about your relationship with her and I think your insecurity is a major factor in the eventual breakup.
When you suggested an “open relationship”, I’ll bet you weren’t expecting her to go for it, were you?
If you suspected something between Penny and Josh, why didn’t you just be up front about it and say something to her? Your insecurity prevented you from doing that too.
I hate to say this but your insecurity is written all over your face. Your eyes reflect it.
You should have learned German so you could have met a few “frauleins”.
To Penny: You’re not so innocent in all this either. You dragged him around by his heartstrings. Why the hell didn’t you tell him what was going on between you & Josh?? You toyed with him (Sean) and used his obvious insecurity against him. One day, you’ll get yours. If there was nothing, why not tell him so and assuage his fears? Your “talk” with Josh.. what’s up with that??? I think he had a right to know, especially since it was obvious to a lot of us here in cyberland that you were sleeping with him or, in the least, f*****g him.
You’re both better off without each other.
Sean: Insecure, deceitful, a little boy in love.
Penny: Feigning innocence, manipulating him through his emotions. What goes ’round, comes ’round. Beware.
12.
mickael | June 23rd, 2007 at 8:48 am
hahahaha, lol…and u still posted! Nice!lol…..she wasn’t worth it anywayz, she never did web cam sex with u…
13.
Rhiakath | June 23rd, 2007 at 3:14 pm
Look.. For Sean… You made a mistake. A SERIOUS one. You should have respected her privacy. One can see you really love her. Why did you do this?
For Penny. Penny, from me, a guy, to you. We all make mistakes… If the feeling’s there… give him a chance..
14.
Norwegian | June 26th, 2007 at 2:13 am
If this is real, I’m the president of the united states
15.
annuaimy | July 3rd, 2007 at 1:07 am
Ouch….nice try …both of you are very good actress ….this series of short movies desrves oscar price…..hmfffff….cheaters….
16.
annuaimy | July 3rd, 2007 at 1:10 am
You are either a big liar or a big cheater….anyhow …..if any new movies tell us polz
17.
Ron | July 5th, 2007 at 11:42 am
Hey dude i just found your web site and as much as i have to agree with some it was very wrong to post it without her consent but at the same time you had your career to worry about and advance you seen a opportunity and took it even though it cost you the best thing you probably will ever have in a relationship but i am liek some of the others too she seemed to be hiding something from you and it wasnt right but as they say two wrongs dont make a right. well bro i hope you are atleast talkin and please send me a update cause its got my curiosity peeked honestly on how yall worked out if yall are even talkin or not please let all your viewers know the results please. And i didnt think it would end that way and i am truely sorry you lost someone i feel you really cared for but hey been there done that too many times in my life so carry on bro and keep up the good work
18.
Pip | July 10th, 2007 at 4:43 am
Honestly, she only broke up with you because of the open relationship. Most people don’t like the idea of being alone so, they dont break up with people till they meet someone new. Otherwise it’s not worth it. Being in an open relationship was a bad idea, especially since you where only going to be gone less than a year
DUDE U SUCK WITH GIRLS IF THAT HAD BEEN ME I WOULD HAVE KIKED UR ASS!!!! I AM 14 AND SAYING THIS WAY TO RESPECT HER PRIVACY…ur an awful man and don’t deserve a nice girl like penny…….all u wanted from her was sex and when she didn’t give it to you, you got mad
YOUR
A
TERRIBLE
BOYFRIEND
AND
NO
GIRL
SHOULD
EVEr
EVER
EVER
HAVE
TO
DATE
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20.
alwin | July 22nd, 2007 at 2:07 pm
Respect!
21.
Rick | July 24th, 2007 at 11:40 pm
HAHAHA You people are so gullible. All your high and mighty attitude towards these people. IT’S ALL FAKE. I saw through it in the first video. It was horrible acting. Maybe you people just want to believe in this because you’ve been dumped by some girl or hurt by some guy, but as I saw the 2 “actors” they both acted selfish and wrong. Either way, I’m sure it was a fun experiment by the creator.
22.
Tezeu | July 27th, 2007 at 1:59 pm
It was wrong of you to record. It was wrong on her to met all those men. This is a pure form of art, and it really reverberated emotions.
I like you’re intuition and I would like to fid out what happend with you 2.
23.
Tezeu | July 27th, 2007 at 2:00 pm
P.S. A personal up-date would be nice, if you would like to finish this story. [email protected]
24.
Winterlight | August 13th, 2007 at 9:30 am
NO WAY this is real!
Some reasons:
– The book that she holds up with all the rules, she conveniently blocks part of the title in a weird way thereby skirting around fair use.
– Although this blog is about a relationship, in the 2nd episode when they are physically together there is this huge lack of touching. When it happens it’s conveniently off camera.
– This thing covers 5 months but theres a shocking lack of content here. Why didn’t he post the Australian girl talking to Penny. Now THAT would’ve been some blogging! As it stands there is a cast of 3 in this thing, with only one peek at the 3rd.
– This girl is prudish enough that she won’t show herself on a webcam but she’ll bare her taint to the pet store tycoon. Hmm. I’m not saying it’s impossible, just a little strange.
– Where in the hell would this guy get these ads at the end of every video? I was watching them thinking this is more of an experiment in narrowcasting ads to bloggers than a real life diary. Maybe this is just one big ad for the Flex Enclosure plug-in?
If I’m wrong and this is real then PUT SOME MORE UP! It’s the stuff that will cause more advanced civilizations to annihilate the earth but you just can’t stop watching!
Normally I don’t bother to respond to these “fake” posts, but Winterlight is so specific and wrong in his accusations that I thought it would be a good idea to explain a few things.
First, whether this was fake or real there is no reason why we couldn’t show the title to the book “The Rules” that Penny loves so damn much. Blogs don’t get the ridiculous copyright scrutiny that movies in wide release do. The fact is she just held it up like that.
I’m sorry that he feels we didn’t touch enough on camera. If he wants to make a video where he gropes his girlfriend for 5 minutes I’m sure the YouTube community would thank him for it.
The reason for the small number of videos is the difficulty of actually being home and awake at the same time when we were 6 hours apart. Penny didn’t exactly make herself easy to reach either. And if you’d ever tried recording both sides of a webcam conversation you’d know that it’s practically impossible. I had to start up three different programs to make it happen and I didn’t want the Australian girl to see me recording anything.
Again, you’ve clearly never tried to have webcam sex. It is NOT the same thing as regular sex. Penny is very willing to have the regular kind.
As for the ads, Revver.com hosts all the videos and puts ads at the end. I get a small payment for each click. I figured I might as well make some money off of this fiasco. The Enclosure Flex plugin was something my friend Kyle Gilman wrote for me back when I was hosting the videos myself. We give it away for free. That would be quite an elaborate advertisement for something we don’t get any money for.
As of right now, I don’t think there will be any more videos since Penny refuses to go anywhere near a webcam.
26.
Brian W. | September 3rd, 2007 at 10:58 am
Wow! I just recently found your site and watched all of the postings and that was amazing! This is true life black & white… I hope things worked out with you two!
27.
Dustin | September 4th, 2007 at 10:44 pm
….I’m sorry I didn’t get it… was this for real??! I beg you please tell the community if this was a real life episode or just some kinda soap opera…
By the way, I’m living in Berlin and I think we do have quite a lot of hot girls out here ….
Anyway if this was a real scene – man good work. I’m sorry for that girl if she really didn’t know what was goin on. I mean ok that was not the gentle way you did it sean – but girl come on slow down a little you was the one who agreed to that stupid proposal.
Open relationship! Haahaha, when you agreed you kicked your ass off of this deal girl !!!
Anyway, sean why’d you offer her that ??! Nobody is offering somethin like this without a reason – and there are just two:
1. Test your gf is she’s faithful
2. The boy is not interseted in his gf anymore and doesn’t care what she’s doin
Whatever it is somethin has gone wrong with that relationship. If this was for real – I swear you’ll never gonna fix it!
But don’t let your self down, as we say here:
“Andere Mütter haben auch schöne Töchter.”
trans: “No matter what, other mother’s also do have pretty daughters..”
I just randomly ran into your video on Youtube and found your website here. My first reaction to your video was tell you not to do it anymore but I guess I was too late (not that you would listen to me of course). I really think you should’ve told her. Girls don’t take easily to lying man. There is a little thing called trust and you were willing to bare your relationship to the whole wide world without her knowledge. If you really intended to keep her, you should’ve been honest with her. But yeah, we all make stupid choices and that doesnt necessarily make us bad people. If anything, she deserves a real apology. Do the right thing man. Take the videos down.
29.
SweetGirl | October 24th, 2007 at 11:07 pm
Hey sean. I noticed that u answerd some guy’s post. And u said something about penny not wanting to be near a webcam again. So are u guys talking again? are u back toguether? what happened im so curious lol
answer please 🙂
30.
Intuition | October 27th, 2007 at 1:49 pm
Here is my theory…
I think Sean and Penny are back together again.
I think Penny must have come to understand or at least accept what Sean did here with the vlog, and be ok with it staying up. As at least one poster has said, this vlog is loaded with all sorts of reminders for not only how precious an intimate relationship is, but also how fragile it can be. Not only is this vlog a wake-up call to viewers, giving us renewed appreciation and respect for our own relationships, but it represents a monument to a milestone in their own personal relationship together. Whatever we have learned by watching, they have learned 10x as much by living through it. If they have managed to put this behind them and move on with their relationship together, it speaks volumes about a new-found maturity in their relationship that they leave this small chapter in their lives available online as a beacon for others.
I believe Sean must have come to a compromise with Penny that while this episode of their lives could remain online as a tribute to this decidedly difficult time in their relationship, Sean would break it off clean and refrain from making any more of their private lives a public soap opera for the rest of the world.
It was good of Sean to leave his last comment, however. Most of us wish only the best to both of them, and while he did not come right out and say as much, I know I for one feel significantly more at peace as I intuit that he and Penny have moved on with their personal (private) lives together, taking the lessons they have learned with them while leaving their tracks online here for the benefit of any of us who are willing to learn from their pain.
Two comments in particular from his last post lead me to the happy conclusion that they are back together. Both comments relating to Penny are used in the present tense, and the last comment not only evidences an increased sensitivity to Penny’s wishes, but also presents these wishes authoritatively, as opposed to hypothetically. (“Penny refuses to go anywhere near a webcam”) (We can’t blame her 😉
For a girl like Penny to have “chosen” a guy like Sean in the first place means that Penny saw something beyond the shyness that grabbed her heart. By the time Sean pulled this “vlog experiment” Penny had had enough exposure to him to realize that, to a certain extent anyway, Sean was just being Sean. Genius and strange often go hand in hand and if you want the good, sometimes you just have to accept the bad that comes with it. I think that Penny had enough of an understanding and appreciation for who Sean is that after the last video, she was able to reflect over everything and to ultimately forgive Sean.
For his part, despite his near-fatal and somewhat fatalistic obsession with documenting and posting what could well have proven to be the swan song of happiness in his life, I think Sean’s world revolves around Penny. I imagine that one of the positive things to emerge from this “vlog experiment” for Sean is a better understanding of the difference between being obsessed with someone (focus on self and needs of self) and getting past that to truly caring about someone (focus on the other person and being sensitive to their needs)
Who knows – I could be full of hot air. These conclusions might simply be the meanderings of an over-active imagination. Be that as it may, I trust I’m right. Thank you both, Penny and Sean, for leaving this up for us to learn from. By sharing this part of your lives, you help the rest of us in ours and empower all of us to help make the world a better place. The best of wishes to both of you as you continue on with the rest of your lives.
31.
Intuition | October 27th, 2007 at 2:00 pm
🙂
32.
joseLuis | November 3rd, 2007 at 3:04 am
good.
I don’t mind if this is invented or not. This themes about truth and with the way we relate to others, and to ourselves.
Doesn’t really matter if they are actors and this is scripted. I enjoyed it but I felt some wierd sensations also when very similar situations to some I’ve lived in my life appeared on the screen.
If this is a written story, whoever is the author must have lived something like that sometime in his live. Too real dialogs, too real emotions, too little story to be interesting in a conventional way. Too real to be unreal =)
And if it’s real then I feel I understand the reason you decided to post all these vids without telling her. But it’s not easy to put it into words. I live through something similar, and make some decisions that I knew would end up exploding with unpredictable consecuences. I needed to keep going playing with fire, just to discover what was real in my life and what was not. The ‘bomb’ exploded, same as you. And everything has changed since then, but it feels great to be alive. And I’ve learned some insights. Never will be the same again, but… when is it?
best wishes to everybody
specially to you, Intuition. 😉
The last post was definately a disaster….I actually dont know whos sides to take ..
I hated your idea of the ‘webcam’ sex with your trusted gf & that u could infact put it online. I think that this is another fiasco actually, because nothing happened…and it seems scripted. But I have to give u that its very touching and at most u guys are great actors.
However, I can sense the comfort in the way u guys talk to eachother…I have never really known that comfortlevel that u guys have…u are going to miss it dude…& so are we. But u definately crossed limits & at times, it was uncomfortable to watch & listen to the convo.
[…] and posting them on a vlog. His subscribers warned him that she would find it and get upset. The final post is a video of Penny telling Sean that she found his vlog and breaking up with […]
[…] and posting them on a vlog. His subscribers warned him that she would find it and get upset. The final post is a video of Penny telling Sean that she found his vlog and breaking up with […]
38.
Hoboken Jawbreaker | July 26th, 2008 at 5:09 am
You must have a massive cock.
39.
HisMajesty | August 30th, 2008 at 10:22 am
I gess buy the time she found out about the blog, I would have to say that she somehow had made her mind to leave him.
I think that she was cheating on him, and felt bad about it. So by finding the blog would bee the best reason to leave him. I hope that you have said a very big sorrrrrrrrrrrry to Penny for the blog,, and some realy good candy/ chocolate with it (of corse from Germany). I know that she may have never forget it, at least made it up to her b/c she deserd it.
God bless you. And loves u.
Ps. Please let us know what came of this.
40.
G | November 25th, 2008 at 6:19 pm
I’ve been watching many of the posts and I’m sorry to see that it ended. Penny seems like a very sweet girl and I hope you can somehow make it up to her enough to get back together.
When I watched the clip about the ‘friend’ she met (son of pet store owner), I could see the expressions on your face I I’m sure I’ve had similar feelings myself during one of my long distance relationships.
The clips are not erotic but I don’t think that was your intent. I don’t think I would have kept watching if they were anyway. Again, I am sorry it is over because Penny really seems like a nice girl. I think if you would have made it back to NY and had a chance to show her the site in person, you may have had a chance. It would have been much easier to break it to her. With her finding out on her own, you had no way to control the emotions she felt until is was too late. I do hope you can one day re-kindle things with her. Good luck and thanks for sharing the experience many of us have gone through.
Long distance relationships are not easy but it is a little comforting to know that others have similar issues!
I’m going to go back and watch the ones I’ve missed to fill in the gaps I’ve got…..
41.
G | November 25th, 2008 at 6:27 pm
Just a note – I’m not the ‘G’ that commented before (#56). I was just reading through the other posts and noticed that. I’m #90 and I’ll start using ‘GA’ instead….
You fucking worthless subhuman moronic human beings with nothing better to do that obsess over a FAKE WEBCAM RELATIONSHIP.
FAKE FUCKING FAKE AS FUCK. I seriously hope you all die tomorrow so the world has a few less gullible idiot consumers. YOUR stupidity is responsible for EVERYTHING wrong in this world. As for you Sean 10/10 would be trolled again. You’re still a cocksucking faggot.
Your acting is so real, I thought it was a real relationship.
44.
Thekla | August 18th, 2009 at 9:03 pm
You did a great job! I loved seeing all of the reactions to these videos! I also loved your short documentary on Current TV!
45.
nick | August 23rd, 2009 at 4:18 pm
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! i think the best thing about this Vlog is the reactions of the people watchin. not so much the vids.
good job. you should do another one with different people. its amazing to see peoples reactions to these things. there was so much passion in their fights and their anger. that would be interesting in itself
96 Comments
1. Stus | June 6th, 2007 at 12:04 am
bro your weird as fuck… nothin more
2. HAHAHA | June 6th, 2007 at 9:04 pm
HAHAHA! OWNED GERMAN
3. rhey | June 7th, 2007 at 4:57 pm
so…. is that the ending bro??? whats the latest about you guys? are you scared to post it again this time? common, you started it…. be a man!
4. feyen | June 12th, 2007 at 11:29 pm
hi..
i;m from abrod country(Poland.. no, no this is not another state.. it;s country in Europe:] ) so undestand my language..
i watch this 15 frames second or something like that..
do you even like her.. i think yes.. so why you do this
she tell you about everything..YOU!
its connetcion about you and Penny..
it’s your live and you decide what you want to do with your friends.. you loose the friends, who can know trust you..
sorry that i talk bad about you.. this is very destructive
If all the people respect another human there’s no war, everybody lives in tottaly harmony
think about this…
5. feyen | June 12th, 2007 at 11:31 pm
I would never do something like this to somebodu who I really love…
6. G. | June 17th, 2007 at 5:28 pm
Hi, I really enjoyed the series. But i still don’t get it wy you get in a hell of a trouble to post this as the out come is obvious for every one. Don’t you care enough for her? And finally, what happened with you guys after that? The site doesn’t mention any thing after the last post.
Just crious
7. eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:21 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you did that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ?
8. eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:34 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you do(sorry sometimes I write without watchen) that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ?
9. eam | June 17th, 2007 at 10:43 pm
Hi, I,d like to tell you that I come from different cultural background and it,s about year since these events,so would you tell me why did you do(sorry sometimes I write without watchen) that , what,s the point ,could tell me I really like to know why ? Waiting to your answer.
10. jm | June 19th, 2007 at 2:47 am
why would you do this??? Espically when she said in at least one of the videos that she didnt want these to be posted on the internet. I think that you deserve that breakup and to tell you the truth, even a million dumbass cards won’t bring her back to you.
11. paolo | June 20th, 2007 at 4:26 am
So this is a year ago. What has happened since?
Why don’t you post another video and fill everyone in?
You betrayed her trust by posting all your web-cam sessions. If she’d consented to web-cam sex, would you have posted that as well?
You were insecure about your relationship with her and I think your insecurity is a major factor in the eventual breakup.
When you suggested an “open relationship”, I’ll bet you weren’t expecting her to go for it, were you?
If you suspected something between Penny and Josh, why didn’t you just be up front about it and say something to her? Your insecurity prevented you from doing that too.
I hate to say this but your insecurity is written all over your face. Your eyes reflect it.
You should have learned German so you could have met a few “frauleins”.
To Penny: You’re not so innocent in all this either. You dragged him around by his heartstrings. Why the hell didn’t you tell him what was going on between you & Josh?? You toyed with him (Sean) and used his obvious insecurity against him. One day, you’ll get yours. If there was nothing, why not tell him so and assuage his fears? Your “talk” with Josh.. what’s up with that??? I think he had a right to know, especially since it was obvious to a lot of us here in cyberland that you were sleeping with him or, in the least, f*****g him.
You’re both better off without each other.
Sean: Insecure, deceitful, a little boy in love.
Penny: Feigning innocence, manipulating him through his emotions. What goes ’round, comes ’round. Beware.
12. mickael | June 23rd, 2007 at 8:48 am
hahahaha, lol…and u still posted! Nice!lol…..she wasn’t worth it anywayz, she never did web cam sex with u…
13. Rhiakath | June 23rd, 2007 at 3:14 pm
Look.. For Sean… You made a mistake. A SERIOUS one. You should have respected her privacy. One can see you really love her. Why did you do this?
For Penny. Penny, from me, a guy, to you. We all make mistakes… If the feeling’s there… give him a chance..
14. Norwegian | June 26th, 2007 at 2:13 am
If this is real, I’m the president of the united states
15. annuaimy | July 3rd, 2007 at 1:07 am
Ouch….nice try …both of you are very good actress ….this series of short movies desrves oscar price…..hmfffff….cheaters….
16. annuaimy | July 3rd, 2007 at 1:10 am
You are either a big liar or a big cheater….anyhow …..if any new movies tell us polz
17. Ron | July 5th, 2007 at 11:42 am
Hey dude i just found your web site and as much as i have to agree with some it was very wrong to post it without her consent but at the same time you had your career to worry about and advance you seen a opportunity and took it even though it cost you the best thing you probably will ever have in a relationship but i am liek some of the others too she seemed to be hiding something from you and it wasnt right but as they say two wrongs dont make a right. well bro i hope you are atleast talkin and please send me a update cause its got my curiosity peeked honestly on how yall worked out if yall are even talkin or not please let all your viewers know the results please. And i didnt think it would end that way and i am truely sorry you lost someone i feel you really cared for but hey been there done that too many times in my life so carry on bro and keep up the good work
18. Pip | July 10th, 2007 at 4:43 am
Honestly, she only broke up with you because of the open relationship. Most people don’t like the idea of being alone so, they dont break up with people till they meet someone new. Otherwise it’s not worth it. Being in an open relationship was a bad idea, especially since you where only going to be gone less than a year
19. Penny | July 17th, 2007 at 7:47 pm
DUDE U SUCK WITH GIRLS IF THAT HAD BEEN ME I WOULD HAVE KIKED UR ASS!!!! I AM 14 AND SAYING THIS WAY TO RESPECT HER PRIVACY…ur an awful man and don’t deserve a nice girl like penny…….all u wanted from her was sex and when she didn’t give it to you, you got mad
YOUR
A
TERRIBLE
BOYFRIEND
AND
NO
GIRL
SHOULD
EVEr
EVER
EVER
HAVE
TO
DATE
YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20. alwin | July 22nd, 2007 at 2:07 pm
Respect!
21. Rick | July 24th, 2007 at 11:40 pm
HAHAHA You people are so gullible. All your high and mighty attitude towards these people. IT’S ALL FAKE. I saw through it in the first video. It was horrible acting. Maybe you people just want to believe in this because you’ve been dumped by some girl or hurt by some guy, but as I saw the 2 “actors” they both acted selfish and wrong. Either way, I’m sure it was a fun experiment by the creator.
22. Tezeu | July 27th, 2007 at 1:59 pm
It was wrong of you to record. It was wrong on her to met all those men. This is a pure form of art, and it really reverberated emotions.
I like you’re intuition and I would like to fid out what happend with you 2.
23. Tezeu | July 27th, 2007 at 2:00 pm
P.S. A personal up-date would be nice, if you would like to finish this story.
[email protected]
24. Winterlight | August 13th, 2007 at 9:30 am
NO WAY this is real!
Some reasons:
– The book that she holds up with all the rules, she conveniently blocks part of the title in a weird way thereby skirting around fair use.
– Although this blog is about a relationship, in the 2nd episode when they are physically together there is this huge lack of touching. When it happens it’s conveniently off camera.
– This thing covers 5 months but theres a shocking lack of content here. Why didn’t he post the Australian girl talking to Penny. Now THAT would’ve been some blogging! As it stands there is a cast of 3 in this thing, with only one peek at the 3rd.
– This girl is prudish enough that she won’t show herself on a webcam but she’ll bare her taint to the pet store tycoon. Hmm. I’m not saying it’s impossible, just a little strange.
– Where in the hell would this guy get these ads at the end of every video? I was watching them thinking this is more of an experiment in narrowcasting ads to bloggers than a real life diary. Maybe this is just one big ad for the Flex Enclosure plug-in?
If I’m wrong and this is real then PUT SOME MORE UP! It’s the stuff that will cause more advanced civilizations to annihilate the earth but you just can’t stop watching!
25. Sean | August 13th, 2007 at 3:56 pm
Normally I don’t bother to respond to these “fake” posts, but Winterlight is so specific and wrong in his accusations that I thought it would be a good idea to explain a few things.
First, whether this was fake or real there is no reason why we couldn’t show the title to the book “The Rules” that Penny loves so damn much. Blogs don’t get the ridiculous copyright scrutiny that movies in wide release do. The fact is she just held it up like that.
I’m sorry that he feels we didn’t touch enough on camera. If he wants to make a video where he gropes his girlfriend for 5 minutes I’m sure the YouTube community would thank him for it.
The reason for the small number of videos is the difficulty of actually being home and awake at the same time when we were 6 hours apart. Penny didn’t exactly make herself easy to reach either. And if you’d ever tried recording both sides of a webcam conversation you’d know that it’s practically impossible. I had to start up three different programs to make it happen and I didn’t want the Australian girl to see me recording anything.
Again, you’ve clearly never tried to have webcam sex. It is NOT the same thing as regular sex. Penny is very willing to have the regular kind.
As for the ads, Revver.com hosts all the videos and puts ads at the end. I get a small payment for each click. I figured I might as well make some money off of this fiasco. The Enclosure Flex plugin was something my friend Kyle Gilman wrote for me back when I was hosting the videos myself. We give it away for free. That would be quite an elaborate advertisement for something we don’t get any money for.
As of right now, I don’t think there will be any more videos since Penny refuses to go anywhere near a webcam.
26. Brian W. | September 3rd, 2007 at 10:58 am
Wow! I just recently found your site and watched all of the postings and that was amazing! This is true life black & white… I hope things worked out with you two!
27. Dustin | September 4th, 2007 at 10:44 pm
….I’m sorry I didn’t get it… was this for real??! I beg you please tell the community if this was a real life episode or just some kinda soap opera…
By the way, I’m living in Berlin and I think we do have quite a lot of hot girls out here ….
Anyway if this was a real scene – man good work. I’m sorry for that girl if she really didn’t know what was goin on. I mean ok that was not the gentle way you did it sean – but girl come on slow down a little you was the one who agreed to that stupid proposal.
Open relationship! Haahaha, when you agreed you kicked your ass off of this deal girl !!!
Anyway, sean why’d you offer her that ??! Nobody is offering somethin like this without a reason – and there are just two:
1. Test your gf is she’s faithful
2. The boy is not interseted in his gf anymore and doesn’t care what she’s doin
Whatever it is somethin has gone wrong with that relationship. If this was for real – I swear you’ll never gonna fix it!
But don’t let your self down, as we say here:
“Andere Mütter haben auch schöne Töchter.”
trans: “No matter what, other mother’s also do have pretty daughters..”
love ya episodes
greetz from germany
Dustin
28. Jagadish | October 3rd, 2007 at 9:14 pm
I just randomly ran into your video on Youtube and found your website here. My first reaction to your video was tell you not to do it anymore but I guess I was too late (not that you would listen to me of course). I really think you should’ve told her. Girls don’t take easily to lying man. There is a little thing called trust and you were willing to bare your relationship to the whole wide world without her knowledge. If you really intended to keep her, you should’ve been honest with her. But yeah, we all make stupid choices and that doesnt necessarily make us bad people. If anything, she deserves a real apology. Do the right thing man. Take the videos down.
29. SweetGirl | October 24th, 2007 at 11:07 pm
Hey sean. I noticed that u answerd some guy’s post. And u said something about penny not wanting to be near a webcam again. So are u guys talking again? are u back toguether? what happened im so curious lol
answer please 🙂
30. Intuition | October 27th, 2007 at 1:49 pm
Here is my theory…
I think Sean and Penny are back together again.
I think Penny must have come to understand or at least accept what Sean did here with the vlog, and be ok with it staying up. As at least one poster has said, this vlog is loaded with all sorts of reminders for not only how precious an intimate relationship is, but also how fragile it can be. Not only is this vlog a wake-up call to viewers, giving us renewed appreciation and respect for our own relationships, but it represents a monument to a milestone in their own personal relationship together. Whatever we have learned by watching, they have learned 10x as much by living through it. If they have managed to put this behind them and move on with their relationship together, it speaks volumes about a new-found maturity in their relationship that they leave this small chapter in their lives available online as a beacon for others.
I believe Sean must have come to a compromise with Penny that while this episode of their lives could remain online as a tribute to this decidedly difficult time in their relationship, Sean would break it off clean and refrain from making any more of their private lives a public soap opera for the rest of the world.
It was good of Sean to leave his last comment, however. Most of us wish only the best to both of them, and while he did not come right out and say as much, I know I for one feel significantly more at peace as I intuit that he and Penny have moved on with their personal (private) lives together, taking the lessons they have learned with them while leaving their tracks online here for the benefit of any of us who are willing to learn from their pain.
Two comments in particular from his last post lead me to the happy conclusion that they are back together. Both comments relating to Penny are used in the present tense, and the last comment not only evidences an increased sensitivity to Penny’s wishes, but also presents these wishes authoritatively, as opposed to hypothetically. (“Penny refuses to go anywhere near a webcam”) (We can’t blame her 😉
For a girl like Penny to have “chosen” a guy like Sean in the first place means that Penny saw something beyond the shyness that grabbed her heart. By the time Sean pulled this “vlog experiment” Penny had had enough exposure to him to realize that, to a certain extent anyway, Sean was just being Sean. Genius and strange often go hand in hand and if you want the good, sometimes you just have to accept the bad that comes with it. I think that Penny had enough of an understanding and appreciation for who Sean is that after the last video, she was able to reflect over everything and to ultimately forgive Sean.
For his part, despite his near-fatal and somewhat fatalistic obsession with documenting and posting what could well have proven to be the swan song of happiness in his life, I think Sean’s world revolves around Penny. I imagine that one of the positive things to emerge from this “vlog experiment” for Sean is a better understanding of the difference between being obsessed with someone (focus on self and needs of self) and getting past that to truly caring about someone (focus on the other person and being sensitive to their needs)
Who knows – I could be full of hot air. These conclusions might simply be the meanderings of an over-active imagination. Be that as it may, I trust I’m right. Thank you both, Penny and Sean, for leaving this up for us to learn from. By sharing this part of your lives, you help the rest of us in ours and empower all of us to help make the world a better place. The best of wishes to both of you as you continue on with the rest of your lives.
31. Intuition | October 27th, 2007 at 2:00 pm
🙂
32. joseLuis | November 3rd, 2007 at 3:04 am
good.
I don’t mind if this is invented or not. This themes about truth and with the way we relate to others, and to ourselves.
Doesn’t really matter if they are actors and this is scripted. I enjoyed it but I felt some wierd sensations also when very similar situations to some I’ve lived in my life appeared on the screen.
If this is a written story, whoever is the author must have lived something like that sometime in his live. Too real dialogs, too real emotions, too little story to be interesting in a conventional way. Too real to be unreal =)
And if it’s real then I feel I understand the reason you decided to post all these vids without telling her. But it’s not easy to put it into words. I live through something similar, and make some decisions that I knew would end up exploding with unpredictable consecuences. I needed to keep going playing with fire, just to discover what was real in my life and what was not. The ‘bomb’ exploded, same as you. And everything has changed since then, but it feels great to be alive. And I’ve learned some insights. Never will be the same again, but… when is it?
best wishes to everybody
specially to you, Intuition. 😉
33. Jack | January 3rd, 2008 at 2:35 pm
wonderful use of technology now why dont you film urself jerkin off?
34. Jack | January 3rd, 2008 at 2:35 pm
wonderful use of technology
35. FabianOne | March 16th, 2008 at 9:00 am
The last post was definately a disaster….I actually dont know whos sides to take ..
I hated your idea of the ‘webcam’ sex with your trusted gf & that u could infact put it online. I think that this is another fiasco actually, because nothing happened…and it seems scripted. But I have to give u that its very touching and at most u guys are great actors.
However, I can sense the comfort in the way u guys talk to eachother…I have never really known that comfortlevel that u guys have…u are going to miss it dude…& so are we. But u definately crossed limits & at times, it was uncomfortable to watch & listen to the convo.
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38. Hoboken Jawbreaker | July 26th, 2008 at 5:09 am
You must have a massive cock.
39. HisMajesty | August 30th, 2008 at 10:22 am
I gess buy the time she found out about the blog, I would have to say that she somehow had made her mind to leave him.
I think that she was cheating on him, and felt bad about it. So by finding the blog would bee the best reason to leave him. I hope that you have said a very big sorrrrrrrrrrrry to Penny for the blog,, and some realy good candy/ chocolate with it (of corse from Germany). I know that she may have never forget it, at least made it up to her b/c she deserd it.
God bless you. And loves u.
Ps. Please let us know what came of this.
40. G | November 25th, 2008 at 6:19 pm
I’ve been watching many of the posts and I’m sorry to see that it ended. Penny seems like a very sweet girl and I hope you can somehow make it up to her enough to get back together.
When I watched the clip about the ‘friend’ she met (son of pet store owner), I could see the expressions on your face I I’m sure I’ve had similar feelings myself during one of my long distance relationships.
The clips are not erotic but I don’t think that was your intent. I don’t think I would have kept watching if they were anyway. Again, I am sorry it is over because Penny really seems like a nice girl. I think if you would have made it back to NY and had a chance to show her the site in person, you may have had a chance. It would have been much easier to break it to her. With her finding out on her own, you had no way to control the emotions she felt until is was too late. I do hope you can one day re-kindle things with her. Good luck and thanks for sharing the experience many of us have gone through.
Long distance relationships are not easy but it is a little comforting to know that others have similar issues!
I’m going to go back and watch the ones I’ve missed to fill in the gaps I’ve got…..
41. G | November 25th, 2008 at 6:27 pm
Just a note – I’m not the ‘G’ that commented before (#56). I was just reading through the other posts and noticed that. I’m #90 and I’ll start using ‘GA’ instead….
42. Anonymous | December 4th, 2008 at 7:59 pm
You fucking worthless subhuman moronic human beings with nothing better to do that obsess over a FAKE WEBCAM RELATIONSHIP.
FAKE FUCKING FAKE AS FUCK. I seriously hope you all die tomorrow so the world has a few less gullible idiot consumers. YOUR stupidity is responsible for EVERYTHING wrong in this world. As for you Sean 10/10 would be trolled again. You’re still a cocksucking faggot.
43. Aki | April 29th, 2009 at 3:11 pm
Your acting is so real, I thought it was a real relationship.
44. Thekla | August 18th, 2009 at 9:03 pm
You did a great job! I loved seeing all of the reactions to these videos! I also loved your short documentary on Current TV!
45. nick | August 23rd, 2009 at 4:18 pm
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! i think the best thing about this Vlog is the reactions of the people watchin. not so much the vids.
good job. you should do another one with different people. its amazing to see peoples reactions to these things. there was so much passion in their fights and their anger. that would be interesting in itself
46. Thiessen | February 24th, 2012 at 6:11 am
Clever Girl, Bravo!!!!